. I am not responsible for the terrible words that proceeds from my mouth or worse. And that this has been a conspiracy against my blameless person,

Oh, come on now, why the question? I know it’s not because you the questioner doesn’t know the answer, but might it be that your intention for asking such a no-brainer question is that you might be expecting to see if my brain function is still up to par or that you might know what the efff is actually happening to my innocent person—that I am passing away murdered actually. I can barely prevent myself from thinking murderous thoughts.